Time crawls? No way.

In a blink, it's reaching my birthday. Yes, my birthday, and I'm leaving just one day after my freaking day. This summer is coming to an end, preparation for the coming Fall semester. What had I done? Except spending time with friends, that's all. Isn't that what I should do? Or start getting nerd and emo alone at home. I do, when I'm alone through out the mid night. No one to look for, no one to chat with, starring at the computer, looking the time walking alone on a fast pace. What will I miss the most when I get back? Friends of course, yet just like what I was afraid before I came back, things happened and stained couldn't be removed as we thought we could. Should I just let the time to do the work, again? One more thing, I'm not afraid of going back, hmm, do I? No idea. Maybe yes or no, but a no in my conscious mind. And this time, even myself, have no idea when will be my next time coming back to this place. Maybe the next chance I get to meet some of you will be in the States as well. Pretty looking forward to it tho. So, make sure everyone of you work hard as usual and attain what you guys are looking for.

A friend of mine told me, rather enjoy the remaining days here than emo-ing all the time which is true. However, how well could we stop missing things when the times left is just getting lesser and lesser. Didn't I had this feeling when I'm bout to come back from Lincoln back to 3 months ago. Probably the feelings just ain't as strong as now. Is true this isn't my first time anymore, which my first time was actually just at the beginning of the year. Still, There's too much things I wouldn't want to miss out. Especially mamak and sheesha with Yew. Maybe I don't open up to anyone like what I did when I with him. Okay, sounds wrong. We are just brothers. Make it clear. Friend and friends. I have a lot of friends, maybe not that much, just a comparison anyway, true friends? Yes, but obviously not many.

After all, 6 more days, and this will be my last Thursday in Malaysia. Crap. I never thought time actually flies, it really Flew. Bloody hell. People, hope to see you guys on Sunday. We shall have fun, real Fun.