It had been some Time.

Yea, it had been some time since I last updated my blog. Sounds familiar. Lol. Sounds like I used it as one of the opening for the previous topic. Whatever it is, back to the States Again. Yes, again. Is there any different? Seems like a No, but it's more a Yes. No matter what it is, I had learn to be a different person from what I had experienced, what I gone through, and have a better view in everything I guess. Haven't been talking to any of my family nor my friends who are in Malaysia for a while. How's everyone doing I wonder. I'm still pretty well, I guess. Just that, no longer speaks out as often as I did, protecting myself from the predators around me, afraid of everything. I learned to keep everything by my own; I share my happiness with my friends, but not what's annoyed me. Shouldn't this what friends meant to be? Have no idea. I had lost my confidence, I lost what I used to have before, I lost, and I'm a different person for now. Crap, have no idea what I'm trying to say. Emo by my own, alone in the room, where's my friends? No idea, stop asking me this question. Learning to be on my own, learning to be independent, learning to be an individual who I am suppose to be. Desperate for anything? Yea, True happiness please. I'm tired of looking for what I need or want, maybe I should just stop and look by and at the same time look forward, did I left anything behind while chasing something to fast, or maybe the brightness from another end are just ain't true. What's the next step? Anyone? I just need to talk to someone I guess. Someone who I can really talk to and listen to me.

p/s: How's everyone doing? Update me please.